
Where I’ve landed: Thoughts on Unconditional Parenting
Tuesday, 6 May 2014
This past weekend I actually googled “how to hear God’s voice”. Really. After growing up in the church all my life.
Let me back up a little.
I grew up in a church that some might call over emotional or sensational. To me it was normal, and I believe the core of what we believed and did was true and pure. Read More
I’ve been silent here on the world wide web. I’ve crept into a bit of a deep dark hole that I’m having trouble climbing out of. I saw a little light for a day or so, but something pulled me back under again. When I let my emotions get the best of me I can sink down pretty far, but mix that with my lack of sleep that’s been even less this week, I’m feeling pretty stuck.
I wish I would have come here to this space, or even to my own journal, to write it all out and work through it. Because when I start to let my thoughts form into somewhat coherent sentences I usually feel better. There’s something freeing about getting the words onto paper (or the screen).
Instead I kept it all in. I stayed lost in my pity party and simply surfed the internet aimlessly looking for some sort of escape from my mundane life. Read More
Today has been a very whiny day in the Gray household. And it’s only 3:00.
My littlest one spent the morning walking around the house moaning, whining, fussing and crying. There was nothing I could do to stop her. Not holding her. Not getting out toys. Not letting her brush her teeth (which usually works for some reason). She was just crabby and fussy, and grunt-whining for everything and then not wanting the thing she’d just asked for.
So we left the house. Getting out always helps us. Target would make everyone feel better, right? Besides, we needed milk and eggs.
Then as our time was coming to an end in Target, my four year old starts whining. She was upset we weren’t buying anything for her. Read More
Hi, my name’s Rachel and I’m a quitter.
I mean if you want to put a positive spin on things, I like new adventures and endeavors…I like planning, dreaming and beginning. Once something becomes old hat, I’m done. I think that’s why working in higher education was so good for me. I had a fresh start every semester. New students and a chance to improve and try new things kept me going. I also had lots of variety at my job so if one area wasn’t so fun anymore, I could focus on something else for a bit. Now that I stay home with my girls, the routine never changes and I’m working with the same people every day for all eternity (so it seems). Read More